behind the screen: a raw portairt
THE HUMAN BEHIND THE ART
I'm not just a creator - I'm a 17-year-old navigating the beautiful chaos of existing between worlds. This isn't my artist statement; this is my truth.
MY DAILY RITUALS
2 AM: Where code meets poetry. The world sleeps while I'm translating shadows into CSS and heartbeats into chord progressions
School breaks: Scribbling verses in margins of math notebooks, hiding art between equations
Late nights: Trading sleep for creation, because some ideas refuse to wait for daylight
THE REAL STRUGGLES
Explaining to friends why I'd rather debug code than go to parties
Balancing algebra homework with album compositions
Fighting the voice that says "you're too young to create anything meaningful"
Choosing between finishing a drawing or studying for tests
MY CREATIVE SANCTUARY
My bedroom isn't just a room - it's my universe. It houses:
The laptop that holds my digital dreams
The guitar that carries my unsaid words
The sketchbook that contains my shadow selves
The playlist that understands me better than people
WHY I CREATE ANYWAY
Because when I code, I build worlds where I make the rules. When I make music, I speak truths I can't say out loud. When I draw, I externalize the demons so they don't consume me from inside.
MY SECRET WEAPONS
Caffeine & chaos: My fuel for late-night coding sessions
Metal & melancholy: The soundtrack to my existence
Alone time: Where my best ideas are born
Vulnerability: My greatest strength disguised as weakness
A CONFESSION
I don't have everything figured out. I'm just a teenager with too many feelings and not enough hours in the day. But I've learned that our scars make beautiful art, and our contradictions make us interesting.
This isn't my final form - it's just my current iteration. And I'm excited to see what I become next.
sushimabb